I am so sorry to hear about your job loss. I know this won't make it better but, since "misery loves company," I am looking for work too. Half of the people I know are! Take a deep breath and know that there's something better out there for you. I know, easy to say...unfortunately, it doesn't pay the bills.
Please let me know how it goes. I'm rooting for you. Sharons OCTA sounds pretty good - no? Take care and good luck. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.You're a GREAT guy with a wonderful family. I know something will happen for you. It HAS to!
Barb, Randy & Tes